HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

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I am just hanging out in bed watching "You've Got Mail" LOL.... What a difference a few years make considering 2 years ago at this time I was out in St. Pete at the Martini Bar partying like crazy!!

TK is doing a gig at a club in Columbia tonight... actually, he calls it a "Glorified Room" because it is so small compared to the clubs in Tampa. Funny description...... He just says - well, I wouldn't even call it a club... more like a glorified room... It just cracked me up. He was all dressed up in a TUX!!! Kyla crawled right over to him and went for his shiny shoes... she was chasing him it was SO CUTE!!

Kyla LOOOOOOOOOVES her new books!! All of a sudden she is just so into them, and she's not putting them in her mouth as much at all. In fact today I was amazed... we were sitting on the floor looking at a book... and all of a sudden she crawls over to the other side of the room where her binky was, grabbed it, put it in her mouth, and came back to play with the book. It was just so funny.

Last night we got her new car seat and the Leap Frog for Babies. Her new car seat is NICE - it was the most expensive one they had lol, but it will last until she is 100lbs so I figured we should get the nice one now and not have to buy another one later... it will last her until she can sit without a car seat! We couldn't fit the freaking box in the car, so we decided to try to install the car seat while we were in the Target parking lot - BAD IDEA... we were there forever trying to figure it out and adjust everything! We finally figured it out but it was frustrating.

She is not really into the Leap Frog thing yet... she doesn't know how to point yet or press buttons, she just kind of uses her whole hand to grab things. She loves the pages of the little book that goes with it, but isn't really amused by the talking aspect yet.

So I really think she's getting more teeth since she's been biting on everything!!! Can't see anything yet but I'm sure I will soon. Her 2 bottom teeth are all the way in, she does this cute little smile and shows them off now.

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I've been thinking a lot about things I want to write about here and why I don't write as often or share as much as I used to.... I think it's because now I KNOW that everyone reads it, so before I write, I think to myself... this person, that person, this person, are ALL going to read this... and not that I am about to write anything bad about anyone, but sharing my thoughts with people I didn't really know who read the page is a lot different than knowing everyone who is reading it. I am censored now... I am thinking about continuing to post in the other blog I started a while ago but haven't posted to lately... that way nobody knows who I am and just random bloggers who scroll through will find my ramblings. I don't know!

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When TK and I were in PA we went out for a night by ourselves... left Kyla with his mom... and had a nice dinner. We went shopping at some outlets and I got some much needed clothes at the Gap Outlet - after Christmas sales RULE!!! I only got 2 pairs of pants and 2 shirts but I'm not the clothing whore I used to be so I am happy with those few pieces. It really is a completely different life when you have a child!

We went to dinner at this place in Stroudsberg where his parents live... he went to school there for a little while too... it was built in an old train depot. It was really nice... the food was excellent. We each got a plate of wings... mine were just normal and his were super hot... but my normal wings were HOTTER than I am used to, and his mouth was ON FIRE after he ate them... and you know how it is with really hot wings... you eat and eat and then AFTER you are done you realize just how intensely hot they were. He likes hot things but I think this stuff got to him LOL!

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Well, I have the opportunity to be on the radio again... not full time really, and I can't say much about it, but I don't know what to do. I don't have anyone to watch Kyla here, but I really feel like I need to do it. Of course I love staying home with her, but I don't even have a car right now and I really feel trapped in this apartment alllllll day long. I also hate that TK has to pay all my bills and give me money for everything... I would just like to contribute a little or at least have my own spending money so I don't have to ask for a handout. Not sure what I am going to do yet...

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OK not to freak anyone out, but have you thought about the possibility that all of the things going on in the world right now could be the end? I was reading a whole bunch of stuff about The Book of Revelation last night, the 7 years of tribulations, all of that... and it really makes me wonder what the world is coming to. This tsunami disaster is the worst natural disaster in modern history... I don't think anything else has caused as much death and destruction in many many years... I can't even stand to watch the news anymore because not only is it horrifying, I also think to myself "what's next?" It's just too sad to even think about.

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On to lighter subjects, wtf is up with John Mayer making out with Adam from Maroon 5? Ty told me about it earlier and I was like WHHHHAAAAAATTT???? I've been out of it since we were travelling and next thing I know this is going on... bizarre. I know Ty got a rise out of it - I didn't. It was lame when Britney did it with Madonna, but at least that was hot... there is something appealing about two chicks making out... but two dudes... that couldn't have been cool for anyone! It doesn't have SHOCK VALUE it has EEEEEEWWWWWWW WHAT THE FLUCK... and that's about it.

PARIS HILTON that skankbag was 6 hours late for the opening of her club in Orlando. I remember when TK told me they were opening this stupid club... I was like, yeah right she's going to show up 4 times a year. She's Paris Hilton, she doesn't have to. They gave her money and a ferrari already just so they could use her name!!! I am wondering what the dress code is like in this place... NO UNDIES ALLOWED... Ew.

KEVIN FEDERLINE is hard at work keeping is wife Britney in line! He told her she can't shop anymore until she cleans out her old clothes. Nice try Kev. Does he REALLY think Britney, who makes all the money, is actually going to clean her closet before she buys more? Who is he to tell her what to do? Is she taking his orders? Pathetic. Just plain pathetic. I could see if he was the one out working and bringing home the bacon, but HE IS NOT. It is ALLLLLLLL her money... her money paid for the house, the full closets, and the floor space the clothes are spilling on to... so I gotta get Britney's back on this one - Keven needs to STFU!!

JOE SIMPSON has to be the WORST possible Father In Law ever... not only does he talk about his son in law's wife and her huge boobies lol.... but Nick planned a second honeymoon in France - just for the two of them to get away for a bit - and Joe My Daughter is So Hot Simpson - got wind of the trip and wanted the MTV cameras to film their vacation and make it into a TV special!!! God this guy is SO out of line... So Nick backs out of the Paris trip and they secretly fly to Maui to be ALONE... and who shows up 3 days later but ASHLEE AND RYAN CABRERA!!! Jessica and Nick can not even get a moment alone!!! And for someone that doesn't want to live in the shadow of her big sister Ashlee does a good job of following her around!! Not to mention the fact that Nick wants to impregnate Jessica and it's not going to happen if Joe, Ashlee, and the MTV camera crew don't go away.

Theory on why Nick wants to knock Jessica up... So he can have her all to himself and she can't work and continue to be more successful than him. Plus, once she gets pregnant Nick will feel he actually accomplished something as a man LOL...

And... am I to assume Ashlee and Ryan are back together? Damn he is hot. Maybe she's just using him for bootie... I'd take anything I could get from that piece of ass!!

JLo is apparently now taking pre-natal vitamins. She wants to get prego bad. It's so sad though, because you know she and Marc Anthony will never last... there is just no way that couple is in love. Something shady's going on there. I doubt they even have sex...

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I know I need to get back on top of things with my site... I hate being such a slacker. Right now I am in bed and I don't feel like going to sit at the other computer to do it... plus it is slow and has spyware - and I've tried to remove it and it's just impossible. Plus, there is a huge pile of laundry by the computer desk lol.

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Any new year's resolutions? Post them! I want comments LOL... I am going to try to get some pictures up in a bit! Most of the ones we took on Christmas were on a real camera since I want them to be good quality for photo album.

OH GOD... Ashlee is singing "live" on this New Year's Special right now and it sounds so crappy I would prefer to have her lyp syncing!!! And she is wearing broken upside down umbrella or something... it looks hideous.

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